Sunday, October 11, 2009

169/2604 (L)
突然好想你 , 带我走过最难忘的旅行, 然後留下最痛的纪念品.

I feel like giving up , its only 15 more days.
I'm not ready . I cant face the fact that i'll do badly .
Seriously , i have no confidence .

I still have so many questions , not even solved .
Well , i just needa choing with all the time i have .
I cant actually say bye to poly.

Words of discouragement , well good for me.
I dont have faith , neither do i have hope . Or you should say , i see nothing in myself .

Monday, October 5, 2009

That common fear .

This is like my last 3 weeksto study or i'll regret .
Sorry but i cant help but post .
I just realise , i cant or dont have anyone to talk to .
I feel like or i want to give up what i have .
But , no one will support me .
I'm on the scale that i cry almost every night to sleep .

Sigh , baby please stay by me .
Youre someone i cant lose .

Study again .
I'll not online for 3 weeks or so .
I swear , i wont go online .


I hate this state imma in , it (f) made me feel so useless ...

Sunday, October 4, 2009

On hold.

Will be back real soon (!)
Cant wait .