I wish.

Sometimes , i just felt as though i am nothing without you.
But there's times we fight , quarrel , argue , But never the less , we stood strong.
I know i have and had always been selfish . I know i have and had never thought about you. I'm very thankful to had found you .
I never gave you time to explain . All along it has been ME ME ME , i had never spare a thought for you . Why have i not seen that coming .
What do i got to do to make you want me . Sorry seems to be the hardest word.- Alicia.K
I'm sorry . Whatever it is , i always love you . (:


Went to parkway , met my dearys , was supposed to have lunch , but change of plan . Bussed over to Pasir ris , met my loverboy and Joel . Watched Kidnapper , I cried , it's sad but i dont really enjoy the movie . Went to central , had dinner . Then went home .

Seriously , i felt as though i'm someone else .
Feeling so annoyed , for no reason .
Mood swing you might say , but i cant help it .
It's like you just feel like crying but yet no tears .
Or , you feel like screaming but there's no reason for you to do so .

Oh man , i just wish sometimes , i could be like someone else .

Yea , i'm down on my luck again .
My phone is half dead . I just pray it will live till the 17th of may.
Till then My BlackBerry , wait for me :D

I'm trying out something

Hey ~ , back to blogging .
Oh , i need you people to click on my Nuff advs on the top .

My head hurts like crap.
i miss boyf alooooooooooooooooooooooooot.

Forget it .

I know youre tired of everything , sick of my bullshit and me .
Well , i am as well .
So can i stop playing and have a rest .

thoughts

I've been thinking , Good and bad friends .
Those who stay by you no matter what happen .
And those who just say they will be there , but when you need them , they disappear .
And some friends only go to you when they need you .
But when you need someone , no one is there for you.

Should i be there for someone who needed me , while no one will come for me when i needed them.

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tsktsk , some guys are just losers .

Today : I dont know what to do ? Might ask deary over for dinner . Or maybe might not meet . It's depends .

Yesterday , shopped at tampi for Tricia's clothes , dinner at some seafood place , cousin's place , midnight movie ( How to train your dragon ) FYI : It's not a kiddy show . i rate it 8stars over 5stars . It's awesome and i think the dragon ( Night Fury looks like stitch with those big eyes. )
It's a must watch , also , in the cinema it's like 3/4 full of adults. Uncle send us home (:

Fri : 11th (L)
Deary gave me a surprise , went parkway , then to his place , and then he send me home (:

Inactive.

Blog when i feel like it. :D

I love my pig .

go away

I AM VERY ANGRY .
VERY ANGRY
VERY ANGRY
VERY ANGRY
VERY ANGRY
VERY ANGRY
VERY ANGRY
VERY ANGRY
BURNING IN RAGE
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

:D heheh

I LOVE YOU DEAREST :B

Why

Times have changed .
I guess it's different.
I seriously feel this way , but you said i'm thinking too much .
Oh okay , i'm sorry .
You said you feel stress , i feel stress as well .
Someone , i just need someone now.

Omg ,youre such a bitch ..

Rotted at home , was supposed to go out with my dearest , but he went on without me DDD:
So i went out in the evening with mummy, went shopping . Got loads of clothes , went to taka , went Mango , met with all dearys there , their the best , you see . I got 30% when i buy clothes there , ( SP ) lol . thats what they call it there . Jamie got her crumpler , so both jamie and i have each a crumpler . (L) Went face shop , got 6nail polish and 3mask. Went sephora , mummy got her stuff , wanted to get my loose powder and so on. The O.P.I nail polish was limited there . Prouts * So , my bi was at Cine with his friends , wanted to go over but the movie was late , so took a bus home instead. Some freaking China people behave like kids , it's as though they are playing musical chair . ( In addition , they are noisy as well )

I'm tired , i dont think i wanna go anywhere tomorrow .
I wanna watch Alice in WonderLand . ( I love Cheshire cat )

Tadaaaaa :D

Went over to deary place in the late afternoon .
stayed there till dinner time , had dinner at WS .
Went shopping , then home .
As usual , was too lazy to bring my second baby out , so i let him sleep at home . hehe :B

Might have a movie with deary and his friends tomorrow , or maybe out shopping with xj then meet my mum . :D

私は何もあなたなしです。
Find it out yourself (:

No One

went to school today .
got my lappy and other things with lam and amanda. :D

Went City hall with lam and my mum , went shopping , got my crumpler \m/

hehehe i miss my dearybb ):

okay i needa upload photo.

B O R I N G

I'm freaking lazy now , so i shall not post pictures . ( i o u first )
Anyway , going to school tomorrow with mummy to get my stuff done .
Also , i chopped my hair , it's not that short though .
I wanna go east coast , but my deary super stubborn . DDDDD:
My ez-link card is a gonner .
I'm eating chicken pie now.
I wanna play Sims3 .
Also , I miss my Ladies .

Lastly , I MISS MY BOYF D:

yay :D

HELLOH :D
I WAS A REALLY HAPPY GIRL YESTERDAY :D
I GOT MY SECOND BABY :D ( Dearest youreeee the FIRST :D)
hehehe . OKAY TODAY IS MY LAST DAY OF WORKKKKKKK:D
I know nafnaf isetan katong will miss me loads <: hehehhe kbai ! imma gonna perpare . MY DEAREST PIG IS GONNA PICK ME UP TODAY :D ( pardon my caps ) I love you pigman , dont think too much , no one can do anything better than you :D

yay , swimming tomorrow with my ladies .

this is crap

Someone please teach me to be like her or someone who is the greatest girlf .
B, like i said , it takes more than a hundred hearts to carry my love to you. But we are worlds apart . You can be the sweetest thing , and then at times , we're just so stubborn to admit anything .

We fight , we break up. We kiss , we make out.

I'm going to work later , my second last day of work . Yay , also today's payday :D

I seriously need someone to listen to me cry or talk . i seriously hate being emotional .
It's as though i'm suffering from the aftermath of drinking ; hangover.

i'm sorry

I'm sorry , today aint the day for us i guess .

no matter what i love you hun .

words and hearts

Before i go to work , i feel like blogging .
My dearest promised me to wake up early for school and text me . But after he text me B , i wake up already , i go bathe. Suddenly he went missing . That's his bad bad bad habit . And he always makes people worried . As you can see here I DONT KNOW WHERE MY BOYF WENT.

This is crappy. (You can never tell how angry i am naozx )

Oh boy , wait till he remembers that i'm looking for him , he'll text me . (oh i'm sure about it .)

Oh yea, for those going to RP , you have to wait till 5pm in order to do the stupid online thing . LOL. oh well , i wont be home btw.

off to get ready and so on. 4more days of work and i'm done with it .

My mail :D

Have been watching this drama , Master of study . They are freaking hotttt \m/
It's a supppper nice drama , those studying must watch , they give study guide and the way they study is super cool . Have to learn people :D

Yesterday , dearest followed me to open my letter box , i was overjoyed when i saw the mail from Republic Poly . Followed by i'm getting my laptop next week :D We cab to dearest place , had late lunch , went tampi at night , saw linda , bussed home . Had dinner below my blk , then back home. I was really happy yesterday , but because of the bad bad bad stomach cramp , my mood was so off . Dearest , youre the sweetest :)

Today , woke up in the late morning , went to do some research about my notebooks , took a shower and met my ladies . Headed to Singpost to have out lunch , went to walk around , to cityplaza , then back home . Deary , suddenly want to drop by my place hehehehe :B okay he's here :D He's a pig :D


work tomorrow again ... :D last few days :D