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Ah - Ha - Ha , Loser

Ed Baby , Hottest man on Earth ( :

Okay , school's boring and Ob is killing me . Tomorrow's Math and i might not attend school . But i do not want an X ) : So maybe i might attend . Maybe (: I am going home later to study . Yes i have to study . My UT grades are horrible , but at least i pass .

Okay , after school i got Science workshop and Some flag thingy. LOL

After that home with Yang (:

Hello , my week was okay i guess .

School was not as great as compared to usual. It's as long i dont belong there anymore . Was rather moody , tried smile off everything .

Met Gay and Shaun after school for most of the days i guess . They had been great Brothers . No matter what happen they're ears are all mine . Gay was nice to make time to meet me so that i will not feel bored , and meeting Shaun almost everyday was awesome as well . They are the greatest people who mean alot to me i guess .

Gay got me that alien , aint it adorable ! :D I am going to get 2 more ! So that it will be a set .

Went over out to get presents for dexter with Xiujuan . Went to Dexter's place at 8plus , passed him his presents and left without going to his bbq . Went home , and then went over to NTUC , met mummy and had dinner .

Tomorrow i need to go to Sentosa. I need to have some time out . Recently so many things happen . So many things crashing right now . From Family to Friends , even to you .

I need to study , someone teach me Math and Science ! ) :

You can never tell me how to feel .

Bullshit.

Hi, I'm back ! (:
I dont think i have much to update about . I bit on my lips again ): It hurts like crap . I cant wait for my weekends ! Dexter's birthday party !! :D I have yet buy any presents. ):
Kay bye bye .

I'm bored. Msn with gay and Nicole. Played audi to kill time , i play L4D2 so that i will not sleep . But it failed . ): I want Starbucks ): Anyone can get me :/ Oh , going out later on to celebrate Gabriel's birthday . (: He's 12 . Oh , i pray no sushi today . I also wanna get my England stud.

Kay , imma being random . Kay , gay's mad . Ps : About the tagboard thingy , he's not my boyf kay !

Awesome People

Had school yesterday , End around 6. Met gay , train to Yck , met shaun , went over to plaza , meet my clique . Then gay and shaun left to some place . While clique and i was thinking what to eat and where to go . Ended up at Cathay , rot there , as we were told to wait , end up cancel the reservation end went over to POMO , they ate there , while me , nana and Juan left . I met gay and shaun at plaza , went over to kfc , had late dinner , and on the train we saw this super cute baby :B Oh , shaun was playing L4D2 on my lappy on the train .

Ps: MingLiang and i are not together.

Today , i think i'll be going Tm to meet my cousins for Toy story 3 , and at the same time meet nana i think ?

Kay , love love .

Back

I rotted at home till 6, went over Aljunied , met Dexter . Walked around Aljunied , he entertained me , even though he had a headache (: How sweet is that (Y) . Anyway , he was dancing to the music his Bb was playing . Slacked and went to get bubble tea , sat down and talk again . And left for home at around 8.15. Called Gay , he was sleeping , how awesome is that . ): So walked home , and watched soccer . Well , not very interesting , Imma waiting for Brazil's match this Tuesday ! There's school tomorrow , i better sleep early !

Are we suppose to think with our heart or with our brain ?
I dont know how and what to do about this . Am i doing the right thing or am i just making another mistake?

Heart2Heart Talks

HELLO ! On , Friday , i went over to Gay's house , slack , eat , Shaun came over , slack again and then cab them to Mall , then i cab home .
Okay On Saturday , went to school for some Team building thingy , which is like sucky . Firstly , why it's sucky is because Me and my deary's got split , then , all the games we played are like what ever games we played during the Orientation . So i left at 1.30 with Yang and Toh , was waiting for the rest to come at 3.30. ): But the cant leave , due to some problem . So Yang , Toh and i left for town , walked around , and we left around 5. Took a bus over to Tampines , Went over to Aunts Place , Had dinner then left for home . Mummy stayed over to Aunts place , so imma alone at home . Watch Soccer , Ate pizza + instant noodles . Had Heart2Heart talk with Shaun and Gay . Lol About their Girlfriends + Other things LOL . Talked till 5am , went down with milo , Reached home around 6am . Clean up the place and then i go and have my sleep !

Then , i dont know what am i suppose to do , today . Also , there's school tomorrow , Fml .
Well , at least i dont have to stay at home alone (: I 'll go find something to do today .

Ciao.

I dislike this

I never like being at home alone . It's like no matter how small your home is , it just gives me this empty feeling . Was supposed to meet Amanda and kc for lunch/dinner ? But end up cancel , and dexter being nice , asked me out for dinner (: So at least imma going somewhere later or maybe at least i dont have to be alone .

I'm getting bored of this game .

Left home at 1, met yang and des at Tiong . Waited for some girl to appear , so end up we went to have lunch first . Some girl came to find us , pass her money . Soon , went over to Des place . Slacked , watched Glee , Took crazy photos , and went back home around 5plus .
Super bored ): Tomorrow , another day , at home alone . ): I'll find something to do , smoke my time away , somehow or rather .
I need someone to go jogging with me . ):

Suddenly , everything just stops . I need to get my mind off things so badly ...

Today

It's gonna rain ): Noooo, dont rain , if it rains will not feel like leaving my house ): I am meeting Des and Yang at 1.30 , tiong . Make some payment and i think walk around ? or i'll go des place or yang place to nua until 5+ and then go home . Well , thats what imma gonna do today . I'm hungry . Currently loading Glee , Joey , told me to watch it because it is okay , and imma done with Gossip Girl , wtf , CHUCK BASS DIED ! ):

Okay , enough drama , currently waiting for time to pass , lets play Fb games :B

Ciao !

I.AM.SO.HUNGRY

Tell me , what's the point of waiting when there's no effort .
Me , being insulted just like that , seriously fuck it , i had enough of all this shit , why are you always out to hurt me . Is it some kind of power you have ? Whenever i open myself up to you , you always force me to close myself up again . What the fuck is the problem with you . This taught me a lesson . Thanks so much again ..

Oh , yea , bitch , dont try to be like some girl in your school . Be lucky that imma not in your school , if not i'll go all ways to make your life a living hell. Oh , btw , keep your hands off that girl . You wanna create a new name for yourself , well , happy creating .

I'm so hungry , and angry . wtf. I'll go and bathe and eat something .

Hello , I had an awful morning to start with . Was suppose to wake up at 9 , but i had headache and followed with fever .Text Des and went back to sleep . Woke up at 12 again , feeling so much better , called des , got ready and met Des at Bugis at 2. Went to sim lim square. Walked around , des look for her garskin, it was too expensive so we took a cab to some place near little India, there's this shop below the housing blocks . The shop is awesome.! Anyway , walked to some place where old people sells vintage stuffs . Not long it rained again , cab over to Vivo , went window shopping as usual , wanted to get my wallet at River Island , but they do not have the design i last saw ): So we went over to starbucks , sat there and had coffee . Went to Pet Lover Centre , saw a bull dog which is so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee . ! Billbong ! HAHAH ! Des and i was laughing all the way when we saw the bulldog , It's so not ugly , it's really cute . Next time when i have a house on my own , i will get a bulldog .! Bought some sweets from some pushcart and des took the Mrt and i took the bus. Alight at Orchard , met Dillion and his friends . Had dinner with him and then went home .

Ate seaweed and rice again at home , and apples :B Okay , i think i wanna watch Gossip Girl and oovoo with toh later. Love Love .

Ciao .

Hey

Hi , good morning everyone . I cant sleep . And it has been troubling me that whatever happen in the past might just happen again . Everything , from family to friends to lover and to myself. I cant sleep , because i felt i might be doing the wrong thing again , and by what i mean wrong is that I'll hurt someone else . I think i have to cancel off everything and get this done on my own. I'm sorry if i made anyone of you or them cry.

Oh yea , I've encounter some bitch , who love to pretend to be someone when she just don't make the cut. Just a word of advice, don't say things which are not true . It's really annoying , where you actually turn a back from your best friend.

Give me a break please , you no life bitch . Why must you make life so difficult for everyone that everyone feels that life's a bitch .

Sometimes i dont get guys , one moment they say this , and the next moment they do that . Can someone tell me why is it so hard to trust a guy ? Do they not keep what they say?

I'm waiting but on the other hand ....

(:

Hey , good morning . I'm super bored at home , gonna study Ob later and tutor Jamie math . I am so hungry ): Anyway , i dont think i'll be going anywhere this weekends ? Oh yea , gossip girl is super awesome , Chuck bass is the total hotttt ! I'm gonna take a shower and find some food !
xoxo .

I just dont understand

Seriously , why do people like to self-pity . It's fucking annoying . (Y) I so agree that you think that youre a bitch , as now you know how i feel . But sad to say now , at least you have your best friends and so on , spare a thought for me , i have no one you see . I have close friends but are not best friends . Even i have best friends , but not close best friends . Okay maybe it does not make sense , but my point is stated. It's fucking annoying when you go around telling people about your pathetic past . Seriously , you need to always think before you go around telling people things , thats what i've always been telling you . You once told me , you will not tell your friends stuffs about your secrets , as you cannot turst them . Oh lets see who said what and did what .

All good things come to an end and also nothing last forever .
Thats what i believe , No love last but only lust .

home

Super tired . Met des @ 313 was shopping for birthday presents for Rach and Murphy . Head over to Cine , des got a top for her boyf and an O.P.I nail polish . Soon met Yang @ Cine , went over to Ion , went to sephora , got 2 O.P.I . Went to Topshop , got Rach's gift and went over to PullandBear to get Murphy's gift :D Went back to Summerset , waited for Murphy and his friends , head over to Pasir ris . Met Ben and went to Ehub , met rach and her friends . Went over to chalet and slack . It was kinna the worse BBQ as rach's school friends are like anti-social ? But it was alright for the overall , as i have Rach , ben and Arleen :D Well , slack slack , bbq and then cab home .

Rach baby , dont be upset kaay ! I love you , meet up super duper soon , my birthday kaay ! Love , do well for your O's enjoy your chalet .

Today will be a good day

I guess i'll be heading over to Rachel's chalet soon with Ben and Murphy !
Happy birthday murphy , ciao !

awesome

Met Kc at aljunied , train over to Np , gave amanda a surprise (: Hang out at the library till 1 , went to NYP , met eve and evan , somehow we got like lost when we were in school. Kayy , saw some really unwanted people , they bloody say that i cant grow . Also , when walking out of NYP , i said the person in the blue shirt , it was supposed to be calling evangelin but somehow or rather , the guy infront of my turn . Okay it was really stupid : Went over to Bishan , had Lunch / dinner at Sake . It was awesome . Currently eve's at my place :D

What should i do tomorrow ?

(Y) awesome

The best bbq in my life ! It's with my awesome class with my awesome clique ~ They are just so nice that you can never find anyone like them . Stayed at cheryl.t hse for 2 days . Went swimming while having Bbq , ate alot of food . We went back up cheryl.t's place . Wash up and played Mj , ate chips and drank Tropical (Y) and watch WWE ! Which is always awesome .
We played some polar bear game and then played mj again . ): Was so bored , Yang and i fell asleep at 6plus . Woke up at 9 , changed and then got ready to leave . It's so awesome , it's like class bonding but we're already bonded .
Thank god , i'm like single , if not i wont have such freedom . I dont even think i can even be that happy for the 2 days . They make every single day of my life full , have to include my 3 other ladies (:

They are the best , thanks for always standing by me , even though we just knew one another , but there's this chemistry which all of us shared . I love you guys ttm !

I'm gonna sleep soon , i dont think imma going to Damian's chalet today . I'll go to Rachel's chalet on friday with ben ! Oh yaw , Happy birthday Rachel baby ! Love love !