My fav sexyzx !
My W46a (:

Went town to shop and had dinner . Almost Bought a 300$ bag , i'll consider . Bought my ipod , had dinner at Tcc . Went shopping @Heeren , then bus home . Gonna swim tomorrow ( :

Okay , i'm going to bathe and then go and get some drink (:

( :

Met Yang , Sharon and Denard in the Morning , Went over to Del's place . Peiting was waiting for us below Del's blk . Did Pdt and then we all play Mj all the way . I left early , and went for check up then Met Fatboy and Shaun and then home (:

I love my sexyzx ! and also .. ( :
Adding on , Should i cut short hair ?

Love makes us drunk . It keeps us high and hanging and also allows us lose control. - J

Annoyed

" She very annoying , always pestering me . "

No offence , who's pestering who ? Me or you . If you are unhappy with what i say , why still read my blog . I can blog whatever i want , dont be such a pussy and tell everyone things which are not true. If i'm ugly what are you..

) :

I miss you but you always bully me . ) :

E learning day tomorrow , going del's place with the rest for Mj and homework.
I cant wait hehe !

Formal Tomorrow

Far east today , spent a bomb. ) : Met yang and Sharon at Far east , sharon was looking for her formal wear . Soon they left , i went to look for mummy . Went over to Taka , had Dinner at Coca , steam boat again . :/ And then home.

I cant wait for tomorrow . ( :

Sexy

Webcam with Nicodemus , was bored , so i entertained him by writing on post stick. !

Had steamboat with My sexy people yesterday ! How awesome can food be ! Very ! I was sitting next to Denard , and he keep taking food for me , how nice of him ! He cooked for everyone also ! (Y) Brother ! Went Drinking with Yang , Adele and Sharon after steamboat with the other sexy people . Had a really good laugh at the steamboat . I love my Sexy people, no matter how gay they are ! ( :

Going town tomorrow , for formal shopping . ) : Might be meeting Yang and Sharon . ( : Yay , my sexy people again ! Cant wait for school on Monday . My awesome Ladies are all in heels ! Formal day ! Cant wait for school . ! Finally some motivation.

Tell me

Tell me something disgusting about you , everything.
Why still read , 18 views a week . Haha .
Steamboat later with clique. How awesome can they be ?

I get the point

This is too much . This is the end , and i am happy with what i have . You have yours and i have mine. (: Blood pledge was alright i guess , saw Brandon at Cine . Went shopping then home .

You are very irritating as well , mind you .

Will be back real soon.

That was where i was yesterday . Watching the Fireworks blow , makes me really happy . (: For a moment , i felt as though there was no more heartaches . It was awesome sitting there , just waiting for the night to pass.

Anyway , i need to sort my feelings . Will be back real soon .

Tell me why

Why do i feel the pinch when i see your name in her blog . I should feel at ease , but i don't. Okay , whatever it is , you walked out of my life . It's your lost . I think by telling myself that i'll feel better . My blood is like boiling whenever my itchy fingers click on that link. It's okay , i have to get over you . You never thought of it , so why am i feel so horrible , as though i could kill you at the sight of your s face.

I am so f upset

Daddy , where are you when i need you . Not even a text on your so called " Princess" special day . What do you treat me as , you said you love me , yea so what . I never expect you to return me and Jamie our time without a father . You told me whenever i need your ears , you will listen . Yea as it , when i need you , i called , your phone replied " The Singtel Customer youre calling is currently unavailable . Please try again later "

So dad , what are you telling me , you only care when i got myself into deep shit? Like the time i end myself in lock up , then you start playing that fatherly role . Oh fuck , what are you trying to do . I seriously do not know , do you know how much i miss you . Even though we are not close at all , but i respect you as my daddy as you took care of me when i was young.

It's been months since i saw you . What are you busy with , not even a text . Thanks so much , oh yea , you have two of your sons already . What do Jamie and I worth . Don't you fucking tell me you miss me or whatever fuck .

Happy birthday ... Yea , not so happy after all.

) :

Fuckk, i do not have the mood. Why must it always be like this. Why cant i have a last few good minutes of being 17. I really wish that this will end my angoy . I am like crying like some retard and i feel so horrible.

Tell me why is this all happening ..

Few more hours

How not really been in a right state .
Running high fever , and feeling terrible being home at home .
Currently , feeling a little off , eating tubs of Ben & Jerry's . Hoping i will feel so much better tomorrow . Tomorrow will be a better day . ) :
Meeting my little miss Sunshines later , i miss them so much. They brighten up my day ( :

Kay , i go play maple , and study later on.

True enough

Things to do :
Pack my table
Study if that is possible .
Sleep

Everything was miserable from the start. I am getting annoyed but who's untrue and true . If this is the state you want to see me at , well congrats , you had see the worst of me now .

bored

If your heart is broken , super glue it right back , serenade you and i know you like that.

Woke up with a horrible night , i don't know what to believe now .
No one's home , hungry ttm . 3more days till the start of my new life , i really hope it will be a good one . I am dead broke , i need to work .

I need to study math and Communication.
Kay ciao .

I hope youre happy now, leaving me in such a miserable state , making my life worse by being close to her. Things might go your way , but i know that by you doing this , it just prove that youre childish . I tried to be nice .

I love the way you lie.

Currently in school , math lesosn. ) :

Upset

I don't know why am i feeling so upset. Fuck . Why must you do this to me even after what we've been through . I know i do not understand what you've gone through , neither do you understand what I've gone through .

Clone

I'm in school . ( : K-ing in class later on or maybe i'll go home and sleep first .
I'll have beehoon later and study after school.