Met up with everyone today . Went back to school , saw almost all the teachers i want to see. I miss them so . I got a teacher's day present from Mrs tan , for i dont know what reason. Rot at school till afternoon , had lunch at ahboon with Joel , Shaun , Jin cai , Jia mung , Amanda , Evangelin and Xj . After lunch , headed to the library to study . Went Parkway for Sakae and then home . Gonna study later , i shall control myself and not play blackshot. (:

I miss my Fatty . He got me the cutest soft toy ever ! < : Happy girl last night . Went Kbox with Nigel and Fatty . I sang my heart out and drank what i want . It felt so great . After k , went to play the pick-up-toy machine , and my fatty got me the cutest soft toy ever < : Cab home after that .

Study tomorrow and meet Dexter at night . < :

Not very happy

Xj came over at about 1.30 , went over to Library met kc . Had lunch and studied till 6. Went back home .

I tell myself that tomorrow will be a better day , but it turns out that it was worse than yesterday. I really hate it when that happens , I hate it when i am treated this way . It's always the same , whenever you say 'i promise it will never happen again ' , well it happened again and again ... Well , i'm sorry , my fault . I dont want to put in any effort , it's so tiring .

Work tomorrow , i hope it will be a better day..

Being nice , does not pay off anything .
Showing that you care by asking why , just gets you into shit .
So why bother .

Home > Library > Study > Dexter's place > Home .

I'm back . I met yang at amk , had bread and waited for pt . After she came , we trained to school , soon denard came along . Studied for awhile, and then we nua ): Left school at around 6 , went to have a meal at Causeway . I went to meet xj after i left amk. Gonna study with xj and kc tomorrow afternoon and meet Dexter at night. I hope he's feeling better (:

I need to studyyyyyyyyyy , i cannot nuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ): Okay math tomorrow ):

Hi deary , notes to you (: I hope you have been eating well . Drink more water larh , dont always pespi or other drinks . Sleep more (: I know youre always tired after your work , thats why i never disturb you . Luvluv : >

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Let's play nice . I want to be friends with you > :

Off to meet Yang and co @amk then school. : 3

Awesome

Hi , currently i have yet gotten the photos from Dexter , but i will post it asap , when i get it . Okay , today was a rather boring day , i guess . Fatty gave me a surprise , we hang out and then i send him to his work place . I did not want to part with him so he was sweet enough to send me to the mrt : > Reached home around 6plus , rot at home . And then i suddenly feel like meeting Dexter , so i gave him an impromptu phone call . Met him at his place at 8 , it's so nice hanging out with only him in his condo . We took loads of photos and i tied his hair like some Korean boy . And he's like a happy boy , keep saying so handsome ._. Okay , left his place around 10plus . Reached home and i feel like sleeping . Okay good night , i need to sleep . Imma going school tomorrow to study with Yang , del , Pt and Denard (: I'm a very happy girl today (: heh

Hi, fatty . I know youre reading my blog and youre such a dear . Sleep early , drink loads of water and eat more : > See you next week okeehhhhhhhh after my work (: Loads of luv . Read your text okeh , dont skip any of the texts . (:

Good morning

I want a pair of Vans shoe , and go shopping @ Far East . Who's with me ? : >

I needa study today . 3 more modules to go . Motivate Motivate Motivate Motivate

Mahjong + Chalet

After 2 days of not being home , it's feels so good to be home now . Okay , was with Shawn, Amos, Jin Cai . Played Mahjong till 6am . Cab over to fatty's place . Then rot at his place till 4pm . He went to work , while i cab over to Evan's chalet . Rot with Shawn , Amos , Xiujuan and Amanda , while waiting for others to come over. Had Bbq , and well , i think i ate my heart out .. somehow .. Cut cake and everything , then went over to Downtown to get vodka + coke + greentea . Took 45minutes of my time , to walk back to the chalet with George and Co. Played games and drank alot . HongSiang came and picked me up at around 4am. Rot with fatty . And now , i am back home . (: Des just bank in my pay , awesome , my money is here . And also , i need to meet Yang and co for study session . We cannot play mahjong okay : >

Okay , i need to sleep . : > Nights

I wish i can just ignore

Went over to amk , met yang and pt . Went Chinatown , wanted to get out pay , but Diana not in . So had Koi , and went over to St.James . Went for the Winkle Mall event , then went over to vivo , then meet my dearest at Dhoby Ghaut station . Sent him to work , then home.


It hurts so much that i really do not know where to start. I have so many things to say , but i think it's best if i were to write it out . Why am i so weak , Janice why are you always crying like some little girl who does not get her candy . Why does this happen all the time . It's like imma always watching my heart fall in to pieces , like I need to be numb , but i cant . Seriously , I cant wait to get drunk and high tomorrow . Fuck , i seriously , need to cry , it's so sour that i really cannot control anymore . And yes, please dont comment , i told you so. Fuck off man , you know who you are , i dont need you to rub it in , you get it . How would you feel if i rub salt in your wounds . You and i are humans , and we have feelings as well . So please dont comment if you are trying to be sarcastic . I need no sarcasms.

Out

Had so much fun today.
Met Susan and Sharon , went over to Yang's place . Mahjong with Del , Susan , yang . Peiting also Learned how to play Mahjong . I left with Sharon , she went for YOG , i went over to fatty place. Rot at his place . Was fighting with him and i won , i think . hehe I kept hitting him because he keep sleeping . So end up he gave up and read magazines through the night. Left at around 10plus. (: Oh and i encounted the wierdest thing today . I saw a frog on another frog. It's like a small frog on a bigger frog. It's so cute i tell you . It made me stand there for 5 minutes , just looking at it. : >

Tomorrow's saturday . My plans for tomorrow is , collect pay , meet yang and Peiting , St.James for Flee and home for dinner . And then Maybe overnight at Shawn's place for Mahjong and then
the next day , Evangelin's chalet , over night again with the guys . I cant wait :B

I think i do not have a life anymore . It's either i mahjong or i rot at home studying .

I miss my fatty : > You never fail to make my day. Okay , good night readers.

I need someone there.

I dont like this feeling , it's as good as being alone .
I envy girls who are able to spend time with their boyfriend.


Went over to xj's place , had lunch , then over to Shawn's place . Went mac , with Shawn,Amos & Xj. Met Shaun , nigel , evangelin & Jen . Went back to Shawn's place . They Mahjong , i sat next to shawn and watch him play . Was really fun though , at least imma not at home alone . Was supposed to go town with the guys , but i was too tired . So skipped dinner with them .

Went home , and off for dinner with mummy . Gonna study later (:
Cant wait for Kbox tomorrow with my sexyzx . (: I am not alone (: hehehhe

Annoyed

Reached home around 2plus . Took a nap and then studied . Was at mac yesterday night with fatty and Nigel. Was supposed to meet Ben but in the end , never meet . Went home in the afternoon after watching naruto with fatty . Was super moody , had cramps which hurts like crap and i think i made fatty a little angry . I went home alone and took a nap . Woke up and studied . Going to study again left a few more chapters to go. :/ Mahjong session with Amos , Shawn , Jincai and Xiujuan tomorrow . And then Friday Zoo with my lovelies . Cant wait . Furthermore , Chalet on Sunday . How awesome can the week get . I need to collect my pay and also study next week before i work again .

Hi fatty , i dont know if would you have the time to read this post , but please take good care of yourself okay , drink alot of water and eat more okay. Youre falling sick already , always coughing . Better sleep well okay . (:

I am bored to death . I need someone to study with me . I miss W46a ):

i wish .

Horrible + Terrible .

Not home

Youre a bitch , life.

Not home tonight , miss me alright.

Awesome but yet horrible

Thanks babies , you really made my sem 1 and awesome one . Even though it's only been 15 weeks , but it felt like i've known you babies for years . Everything and everyone of you babies are so awesome that really nothing compares to the joy you babies bring. Today marks the end of everything . Great start and well , i must say it's the best ending , cos i leave with happy and good memories . All i can say is that , no matter how far life brings us , we will all be close to heart . Never letting anyone down , and i'm always here for you babies . Dont look back okay , cry and move on after today . We are still able to meet up in school, and we have to go home tgt okay , I dont care .

Thank you every single one of you , standing by me , through my break ups , friendship problems , to every single worksheet problems . I love you babies and i promise i'll hold you close to my heart.

Notes

1. Hair Cut
2. Shopping
3. Zoo w Girlys
4. Work = $$
5. Study for finals


I think that's all. I left 1 day with my sexyzx ):

Happyttm

I got A job at Conrad Hotel for F1 , I got Travel fair as well .

Oh awesome (:

Least

Seriously , i do deserve some respect and save some of my pride right ?
I know you are kidding , but ..
Forget it . I'll just let it go .

Janice you have been giving in for the past year , why not just continue doing the same .
Fuck , i feel super terrible .
Do not cry , do not cry , do not cry , do not cry . Sorry , i have to let myself out .

Meow

I'm very hungry meow.

Okay i see donuts , Hattie very nice , she buy Donuts for My W4sexyzxA .

Heh , Kbox later with My Sexyzx : >

Happy

He very chubby (: Okay , woke up early today , snuggle in bed , how awesome can that be . Went Suntec , had lunch at Pepper Lunch . Went over to Marina , shopped and sat at mac for 2 hours . Shaun came over and then i had Secret Sushi :) I am a happy girl . Then they went to work and i went home . Had dinner and went down with milo for night walk . I climbed the steps back home. 15 Storeys , so proud of myself . (: Should i even turn up for tomorrow's event ? I dont think i want , later go there all weird weird one ._. I'll study tomorrow and tutor Jamie .

Our last day tgt for Cog.

4 more days and my W4sexyzxA will be separated .

Guess what ?

I have been planning for something . (: Heh , when the day is here , all of you readers will know (:

1 faci down , 4 more to go .
I'll miss my W4sexyzxA'10 ):

I learn how .

Not dislike you anymore .

To Forgive you.

To Let go and move on.

To Live happier .

Not very happy today .

Currently cuddling in Yang's Jacket :3 Classroom is very cold ) :Okay , today's Math and you know what , it's very boring , it's probability again . pfttt ) :
I get very annoyed when guys text me telling me how sad they are . oh fuck off man , i am no one to you , dont tell me your problems over and over again , and rejecting my suggestions. And then you blame me for being not understanding enough. And now you're in my school telling me you want meet me . Wtf , stalker . You turn me off totally.

I don't know what to blog , all i know is that i was very upset in the morning . I am hungry but i don't feel like eating . ):

Awesome

With love . Like i promise,Swear .
I am a happy girl , I am a happy girl , I am a happy girl , I am a happy girl .

Movie later with my W4sexyzxA (:

Like that.

I miss you suddenly . After looking at the photos . I think that it's a little stupid that we had been through so many things together , i know this time it is because of the rubber band that stretch too much , that it broke . Janice you have to let go . I think it's very funny , i am always contradicting my own thoughts. Like seriously , one moment i say i hate you , the next moment i say i miss you . Janice , it's already over , Why cant you get over it , 2months had already past . Such feels just turns me off seriously .

I am always not happy , wait , i was never happy . Least , i pretend to be happy . I created this with my own hands and destroy it at the same time . Tell me , how many times must i fall apart .
Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never know .

Okay , i promise , this will be the last time i ever blogged about my feelings about you . I swear .

Hangover

Drank alot yesterday.
Kill me , and imma in school today .

I hate hangover.

I miss ..

Some photos back then..

Had my nails done today @ Parkway . Somehow it brought back memories of me having my nails done @ Karen's work place with Alex . Compared My current Nails work and Karen's , i think i would prefer Karen's . Oh well , i have to find some other place with standards same as Karen . Went shopping and back to Aunt's place . Had an awesome dinner , and at the same time , able to witness cheap fireworks .




I think i'll give school a miss tomorrow . It really depends on my mood now .

I have decided , i'll only eat for breakfast and share lunch , and not eat anything for dinner . Since i've lost alot of weight , why not lose more : B

We break up that's something that we do now , Everyone has got to do it sometimes .
It's okay , Let it go . Get out there and find someone . - Good Charlotte