past

After looking back at the past post , the photos , the fb , everything .. I realise , what i really need is just someone to be there to care.

I am not happy with my life , that's the truth . After weeks , i dont even know if i have a boyfriend or not . :/

School was usual , new friends and so on . They are all nice people , same as my sexyzx.

I need a shoulder , right now ..
I'm sorry pillows for all the salty tears .
I'm sorry heart for all the broken pieces .
I'm sorry mind for worrying .
I'm sorry body for harming you .

I haven been eating for at least a week , running high fever for at least a week . Which made me feel even worse.

I dont know what's wrong , is it me , or ...

Empty

Goodbye.

How gross

Can you not be so disgusting .

If only

If only , i have someone to lean on when i'm tired .
When i need someone to talk too so badly , i turn to no one .

I can see you tomorrow night (: I cant wait . I got so many things to tell you !
I still love you , i do .

):

I cannot stand this loneliness .
I cannot stand ignorance from you.
This is killing me .. i cannot stop crying , my heart aches so much.
What went wrong , dont pretend you dont know ... When did we fall apart ..
Was it something that i said , or was it something that i did ..

Looking at the past chat logs , i just fall apart ... I deleted all our text , so that i will control myself to not be so sticky . Till now i cannot stop crying ...

):

Things change .. No one's heart can stay true for long .
i miss you so much , why no more calls , text and anything else .
I'm sorry ..

):

I need someone to talk to me .
I am very bored , i need entertainment .

And seriously , my first daily grade was horrible . _l_ the faci . Nb

Sem 2 Day 2

Hello , today , at least my group was awesome :3 Nasha , sherlyn , meow are awesome people ! Hehe , tomorrow's Math , wish me luck . ( : I am gonna anyhow wear tomorrow , i dont care !

sem2 day 1

I usually look forward to the first day of school , but today was horrible . My class was so quiet that i could hear the air con " blewwwwwww blewwwwwwwww " ): I made a new friend , her name is Carmen , she's awesome . Also , i know this girl nasha , she's awesome , and i really like her . And Qiao Tian , okay i already know her , she's really nice .


Had lunch with my sexy , we were all very upset, and i feel that everyone feels the same . Why must we change class , everyone feel so weird ): Adding on what was worst , is that my module today is great but the faci is not ): He's like naggy . oh well , drag class till 3. ): My sexy waited for me outside class . And we walk to station tgt and mrt over to town . Sad to say i did no spend money . took a bus home from amk , ws doing rj half way and i KO ._. I slept all the way home , and then reached home , shower and after watching gg , and now imma blogging . Okay Good night , my head hurts like crap . ):

Good night , ilyb (:

Happy girl

I'm going to spend money later with @Yanggmehmeh and del then gonna meet @CherylEbony , @Verna and @KokkySusan for dinner at town . Happy girl : >

Sem 2 gonna start tomorrow , a part of me wanna stay at home , and the other part want to go school.

I'm aware that it's the past. ( : Thanks for it anyway .

I NEED TO GO SHOPPING
CONRAD UNDER PAID ME BY 85.75$ .

THEREFORE I AM VERY ANGRY :O

Hello

B,S&C Came over > Slept > Ms > Home

Long day tomorrow & Starbucks Sunday !

I.AM.BORED.
I need to do something before school reopens . All i know imma going Airport this Sunday to waste time . Mummy flying off to bk ): I wanna go shopping but i have school . Adding on , today is payday :> Oh , my dog pulled my pillow and my lappy dropped on the floor . Thank god it fell side ways .
I wish i had you by my side always .. like the past . You used to be here always by my side ...

Awesome chalet with awesome people . I hope Sharon have the best 17th birthday ! While for the others this is like one of the best time spent tgt. We have h2ht , we play stupid games , we drink so much that no one puke , watched some horror movie where Yang, denard , bf , Sharon and i was like covering faces and wtf wtf wtf . While the rest slept . We've seen the ugliest side of everyone . I love my sexyzx ! We shall have such chalet again but this time make it longer !

Also , finally , i just reached home . Choing home just to see my results . I did better than what i expected . Well , i need to sleep . That's all for my whole Holiday i guess . I felt that this Holiday was worthwhile , as i went for so many chalets , long nights , mahjong and so many other things . ( :

Good day

Eve still owe me photos . Met my lovelies , head over to Chinatown , i insisted to take a bus , because i have some kind of bus fetish , i know i'm weird but i like it . I love longggggg bus rides (: Which i made eve sit the whole 1hour 45min bus ride to Jurong on the tues . ( : Okay , we went over to Chinatown , wanted to go for some Vintage stuff , but the weather almost took the living soul out of us . So we wanted to walk to Clarke Quay , however we ended in Raffles ... Okay , dont asked me how .. I dont know either . Trained over to Vivo , Had lunch at mussel guy , headed over to f21 , got a top , very tempted to get that dress ): Walked around vivo , headed to Cold Storage , wanted to get either the Margarita mixer or Baileys for the coming Chalet. Del gonna get Chivas , Yang gonna bring her Vodka , while i might just buy Baileys ( : Cant wait for Monday's Chalet & Sharon's Birthday !

After Cold storage , we took a bus home again , Was talking about our future , so we decided on something huge . Imma not gonna leak any thing out here , readers just have to wait for it (:

Sat & Sun , gonna tutor Jamie .

Monday - Chalet .

I will not be home on the Monday , Tuesday and maybe Wednesday . (:

Ciao