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This week , i did a few stupid stuffs and was kinna happy this week . I met drummer boy after school at town , went window shopping and went over to listen to him jam . Afterwards , headed to this part of Haiji lane . Had a few cups and well as usual , had hang over the next day . But this time , it does not feel as awful as the past few times . This whole week , i did not skip any class , neither did i take half day . Also , the best part was that i caught a movie after 3months , and this time i caught it with my sexyzx . Spent the rest of the night outside Plaza , talking and snapping photos . Also this shoe Shawn showed me , super kut3 and it caught my eye !! but it cost 200$ ._. Shall get it next month ! Awesome much .

Hi there .

Hi there , this week was really a hectic week . This week , i made a few decision , cried a little , heart died a little , did some stupid stuff . I really hope all this heartache will come to an end and that few decision will be the right choice . Monday's the trade show , and imma worried like crap .!!

Bye , off to spam twitter .

I doubt anyone every reads this site . Anyway it's just a place for me to rant .

On Saturday , i had the best night spent in the year 2011 , with my babies , Rachel , ben and ml. They had always been there , be it good or bad , and through thick and thin . It has been for 5 years and it has never changed . (:

" Nobody gonna love me better , i must stick with you forever . " - PCD

Today was one of the worst Monday ever . Had to present a sales pitch infront of another class . It feels so weird to wear heels . And , was supposed to meet annoying , but he suddenly told me he's gonna play pool . Was so angry with him , and i guess he does not know that. Well , came back home , mum came home to vent her anger on us again , and then saw my dad and my step brothers . Aww so cute .

Hope tomorrow will be a better day, i guess imma gonna take a half day tomorrow to get my personal stuff done..

Good bye .

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This week was another toughest week to pull through. I need to study math , accounts , and complete my business plan . Monday was math paper , it was tough , Tuesday stayed back with my sexyzx to study accounts , as for today , had accounts paper , i dont know how to express the relieve i felt while on the other hand i feel like crying .. Had not been sleeping nor eating well for the past few days . My Business plan has yet to be completed and tomorrow is the date line . ):

You promised to never leave me alone once again , but now , after Monday , no text , no phone calls . Even if i cared , you wont do the same for me . Imma only gonna watch my heart fall apart again. Well , i dont really have the right mind to keep chasing after you ..

I feel terrible , it's only the 12th day and imma already feeling like shit . It's okay i need to be strong . This is another test which is set for my heart . heart please be brave and over come this without breaking down.

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I dont wanna be an option , when i place you as my priority ..

But i wont leave , i took an oath , imma stick it out to the end ...

I feel so , taken advantage off .. it's like imma there for everything , but when i need you , you disappear .

Somehow i should have never accepted from the start.

Anyway happy birthday susan ! I love you much ! Hoped you enjoyed your day today . Even though it's a very simple celebration , but we had alot of fun today. Thanks for always being there .

Some how it hurts a little ..

When youre single , you missed being loved .
When youre attached , you missed being free.
Irony much..

"Because waiting for you is like waiting for the rain in this drought , useless and disappointing ." Hillary Duff .

Sometimes i really wonder , why are we going through the same pain over and over again . You know i cant be truly happy without you . You drive me crazy , you are the greatest pain in the ass , you are the one i loved to much that i find it really hard to move on , you made me cry , you made me really happy , you made me who i am today .

We'll give it time ... but i know ... it's okay : / you have your problems , when youre done with it , do remember me . Also , remember , that imma always here ...


School was alright , but today's paper was horrible ): I think i have gastric problems now . I am hungry but on the other hand , i feel full . ):

Cui to the max

Hello (: First day of school , two words "No Mood" I am still in my holiday mood . I am just too lazy to do anything . I am in class stoning , pretending to listen and keep nodding my head . But was kinna happy i attend school . I saw my sexyzx and also my siao ehzx in class ! Tomorrow's the second day of school , and also it's my dad's birthday . I dont know if i should wish him ):

I have a paper to take tomorrow , and also , i have yet studied . Okay , imma gonna study now , at the same time , wait for Fatty to call .



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As horrible as it sounds , school's starting for us Poly students tomorrow ): ): ): ): * Spam a million sad face . Had a really normal Sunday as usual . I am so tired , so gonna sleep soon . Last night i was high on Caffeine , and only manage to caught 3hours of sleep. Hopefully , i can wake up tomorrow morning for school. Cant wait for Friday ! USS with my sexyzx (Inserts heartszxz)

I made a decision , i wanna stay Single , unless we manage to secure a decision that will pull us through every problems face. I am gonna be brave to put my heart with you for this last time .

Hello second day of New year

For those who look down on me , they made me stronger and boost my self esteem.
For those who loved me , made me know how to love and also made my heart bigger.
For those who left me , showed me that nothing last forever .
For Every door closed , there will be another door open .


Hello , i feel happy today. Cuz i need to stay brave and happy . (:
Oh if youre wondering what's my new year's resolutions this year ?

- I dont wanna retake any module this year
- I wanna quit smoking
- This year i will not go clubbing .
- I will stay single Let nature takes it course (:
- Be happier
- Be brave and over come all problems
- Save moneeeeey !
- And self love (:
- Slim down 10kg ( But i know it's impossible )

Fatty say : ** Must grow fat fat , so my fatty can have me all to himself (:

Yup , imma gonna do everything this year !

meow ~

Hello 2011

Happy new year . Well , 2010 was great in it special ways , but 2011 will be better . I have 365 days to study hard , be happier , have no regrets in who ever i date , cuz i think i always regret in a way .
I spent my last day in a car with the breeze in my hair and i enjoyed it alot , even though i did not drink and get wasted . And i started off bad , cuz i have to bid goodbye to some one i loved alot in the year 2010 . This was why i would rather spend the last few moments of waking up next to you than going home . I am really trying very hard not to cry ..

I just text you and if we get back tgt , then i'll have no regret , and if you feel that it's better if we live our own way , then i'll move on and never look back . I want to start this year afresh . I thought i was ready to let go and move on but i cant . It's 3.26 am , we haven come to a decision .

It's a make it or break it decision .