A little too later .

I'm sorry ):

I am no exception from others , i have a past as well ..

I love you and there's no other way to express it.I'm sorry for what i've said , but do you know , i hurt myself in the process of hurting you .Sayang , dont do this to me . I accept you for who you are and what you are .

Too later to be upset ?

Got my results . I did better than before . Scored 4 for my subjects , and 6 for 2 subjects .
Well , i dont know if it's good or bad . Well , on one hand , i can go poly . On another , my friends are like all gone .. All going to different place . Well , i feel that we had tried our best and yea , really our best . what's done is done .

I dont have the mood to blog anymore . I have to do my Poly stuff .
Met deary below my blk , he was very pleased with my results .. But on the other hand , i dont feel that way about myself . Well , sayang was really sweet :D hehe :D
I love him :D SEE I LOVE YOU SMELLY :D

It;s already Monday

Seriously I HAVE TO RANT ABOUT THIS. Our Doom's day, i dont even know what to say .
I have been half awake through out the whole night .
I dont know if imma worried or just anxious .
So many what if , ran through my mind . I dont know how to explain this kind of shitty feeling , neither here nor there . My eyes are even puffy . Like wtf , i seriously dont know why i even cry . It's like , i dont even know my results yet and i cry until as if i've seen it ...
Argh, just fuck it . I'm not realyl in the good mood now , all i know is that i gave my best for this exam , i just need to have faith like others have in me .
No matter what's the outcome today , i dont think i will want to talk to anyone .
I am none better than a GG or a First Blood .


Smelly's sleeping . :D