Hi there .

Hi there , this week was really a hectic week . This week , i made a few decision , cried a little , heart died a little , did some stupid stuff . I really hope all this heartache will come to an end and that few decision will be the right choice . Monday's the trade show , and imma worried like crap .!!

Bye , off to spam twitter .

I doubt anyone every reads this site . Anyway it's just a place for me to rant .

On Saturday , i had the best night spent in the year 2011 , with my babies , Rachel , ben and ml. They had always been there , be it good or bad , and through thick and thin . It has been for 5 years and it has never changed . (:

" Nobody gonna love me better , i must stick with you forever . " - PCD

Today was one of the worst Monday ever . Had to present a sales pitch infront of another class . It feels so weird to wear heels . And , was supposed to meet annoying , but he suddenly told me he's gonna play pool . Was so angry with him , and i guess he does not know that. Well , came back home , mum came home to vent her anger on us again , and then saw my dad and my step brothers . Aww so cute .

Hope tomorrow will be a better day, i guess imma gonna take a half day tomorrow to get my personal stuff done..

Good bye .

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This week was another toughest week to pull through. I need to study math , accounts , and complete my business plan . Monday was math paper , it was tough , Tuesday stayed back with my sexyzx to study accounts , as for today , had accounts paper , i dont know how to express the relieve i felt while on the other hand i feel like crying .. Had not been sleeping nor eating well for the past few days . My Business plan has yet to be completed and tomorrow is the date line . ):

You promised to never leave me alone once again , but now , after Monday , no text , no phone calls . Even if i cared , you wont do the same for me . Imma only gonna watch my heart fall apart again. Well , i dont really have the right mind to keep chasing after you ..

I feel terrible , it's only the 12th day and imma already feeling like shit . It's okay i need to be strong . This is another test which is set for my heart . heart please be brave and over come this without breaking down.