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Not a very good morning , even though the weather is perfect , but i'm running high on fever ): Adding on the noise from the neighbours . The more i cant be put to sleep . I've officially unPrivate my twitter (: I'll go take a shower and see what can i do now...

Not meeting Yang and del . ): Both Yang and i not feeling well , and Del must be really sad . ): It's okay , Chalet on Monday , We shall drink till we go high okay ! ( : Love love .

Nobody

Headed off to bfatty place in the morning , woke him up and everything , his mum cooked breakfast . Had breakfast , then went to old woodlands ctr , got my ear enlarger and hello kitty . Went back to woodlands inter , mrt till amk , then had lunch . Brought lunch home for Jamie . Soon left for Parkway . Bought Cakes , Sushi and many things over to East Coast . Had a Mini Picnic there . (: Left Ecp at around 9 . Took our own sweet time to go home . And i really wished i was not home yesterday .


Today , spent my whole afternoon with bfatty . (: And now i dont know what to do . Shall see what can i do for my bb ! Oh can anyone tell me where to download themes or games for bbb9700. <3


And i think tomorrow imma gonna crash with eve .
Thursday with my Fatties
And Friday maybe with girlfs .

Good news

Went bugis, got my Bb , went peni , saw amp for jamie . She's gonna go back there to collect it in 3weeks time .

Cant wait for tomorrow : >

To you .

Rip , Daryl Thong Han Jie.

I've known you for a couple of years , though we aint that close , but you stood by me one of the nights , trying to cheer me up after break ups . Thanks for being there , and also , why did you do such a silly thing . ): Youre turning 17 in a few days time , we still dont get it why did you do such a thing . You know your parents are waiting for you , in fact everyone is waiting for you. You have my respect . Rest in peace Bro . With love , Mingliang , Janice , Ivan , Carlson , Ben , and from everyone of us who was there . You will never be forgotten.



After everything , Bfatty , ben and i went over to amk for dinner . Ivan and Lin Feng, came over . L4D2 then home . Sigh . It happened too fast.

Killer

Yesterday almost killed me ..
Head to vivo with bfatty at around 6pm , had dinner . And also had another moonlight dinner . This makes me feel super fat . Like 2 dinners in less than 2hours. So , Shaun called , cab over to Amk , met Shaun and Caris . Went to bwp , played lan ._. ikr , why lan . Because we have nothing better to do . The 4 of us were l4d2-ing . And sad to say there aint no bs there . ) : Left at around 11pm . Slowly took a bus home with bfatty. Reached home close to 12. That's how no life my life is .

Okay at least something new today , i have work : > I should go prepare .

I seriously dont like

Dont you fucking hang the phone on me .

I need someone here now .

Taken by Yang's pHa pHa , Barrage . I know the pictures seems to be very dark . Well it's okay .

Sorry i really need a place to rant . I dont know who can i talk to neither do i know who will even take a step out , to fit in to my shoes and understand . So i figured this would be the best place , for me to talk rot .

Things happen for a reason , i understand , but we caused things to happen . So i don't really get it , of why people want to set someone up and then they might get into trouble as well . Seriously , because of all this bullshit , it's causing so much heartaches to everyone who cared . Why are you breaking your parents heart just to protect your own name .

I really want to know what are your motives . Is it money or because of face . What's with face , how far can face bring you .. It's not like if you have alot of face , people will know about this and that . It's like if you want people to like you and pity you , there will be people who hate you and seriously want to get you out of their sight .

I do not understand why do humans behave in such a way that no matter how positive they are , there ought to be someone negative to neutralize the feeling . It's because of those benefits , you have motives , and also , you forget to add in the consequences ..

I am just so upset that i dont even know how to end . Have you ever felt that everything was perfect but then you know what is going to happen next and you can never do a thing to change it? It feels so fucked up that , i do not even know what can i do to help .. because i know i can never do anything to change the fact..

I am so fucking upset .. This is not enough , i need to write and burn ...

Camp tomorrow , fml ..

Last paper today , it felt great . : > Went over to Marina square , had lunch at Just asia . Awesome lunch , head over to num , got my bag : > Went over to barrage , sun tan , played volleyball , flew a kite , spam pictures with my baby and Yang's pHa pHa ( : Too bad my bfatty was not here , but it's okay . There's next time right . So spent the whole day at the barrage , had an awesome day with the sexyfatties . Next time we go again , this time we bring a fan and other things ! Was suppose to head over to ice cube , but change of plans , all went home at around 10,

Tomorrow , not home , wed's conrad and Thursday to friday Jive Camp : >
I cant wait loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooorh : >

I hope my bfatty will sleep well tonight : > I miss you .

Okaaaaay good night every one ( :

Cuz talk is cheap

I'll hold on to your words , cuz talk is cheap . - Secondhand.S

Spent a bomb just now , i have yet to study for Science , Math and tomorrow's communication prac. I did study communication, but like scared ..


Youre missed , the thought of ... seriously breaks my heart. Lets pray for the best of it .

Happy

Row - was awesome , it was fun yet tiring . Went to Changi airport with Sexyzx , had dinner @ poepye : > Bfatty came over after his work , he had poepye as well . Went home with bfatty and the sexyzx . h2ht with bfatty , and went home at around 11plus.

Today i need to study , exams start tomorrow . Wish me luck : >
Blackshot & Crystal Jade later : >

I love my sexyzx : >

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I think i do not have a life .
It's either imma with fatty or imma playing bs .
Had an awesome match with John and Juan .

4sep : Row
6sep : G101 Ut3
7sep : B102 Ut3 + Conrad tour
8sep : G103 Ut3
9sep : Al0l Ut3 + Yang & Denards' Birthday celebration
10sep & 11 sep : NafNaf
12sep : Conrad
13sep : A113 Ut3
16 & 17 sep : Jive camp
21 - 29 sep : F1 : >

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Why you like that again , you promise me then you ...
Do you really want me to ignore everything , i will , and you will regret .