Taken by Yang's pHa pHa , Barrage . I know the pictures seems to be very dark . Well it's okay .

Sorry i really need a place to rant . I dont know who can i talk to neither do i know who will even take a step out , to fit in to my shoes and understand . So i figured this would be the best place , for me to talk rot .

Things happen for a reason , i understand , but we caused things to happen . So i don't really get it , of why people want to set someone up and then they might get into trouble as well . Seriously , because of all this bullshit , it's causing so much heartaches to everyone who cared . Why are you breaking your parents heart just to protect your own name .

I really want to know what are your motives . Is it money or because of face . What's with face , how far can face bring you .. It's not like if you have alot of face , people will know about this and that . It's like if you want people to like you and pity you , there will be people who hate you and seriously want to get you out of their sight .

I do not understand why do humans behave in such a way that no matter how positive they are , there ought to be someone negative to neutralize the feeling . It's because of those benefits , you have motives , and also , you forget to add in the consequences ..

I am just so upset that i dont even know how to end . Have you ever felt that everything was perfect but then you know what is going to happen next and you can never do a thing to change it? It feels so fucked up that , i do not even know what can i do to help .. because i know i can never do anything to change the fact..

I am so fucking upset .. This is not enough , i need to write and burn ...

Camp tomorrow , fml ..