Taken by Yang's pHa pHa , Barrage . I know the pictures seems to be very dark . Well it's okay .

Sorry i really need a place to rant . I dont know who can i talk to neither do i know who will even take a step out , to fit in to my shoes and understand . So i figured this would be the best place , for me to talk rot .

Things happen for a reason , i understand , but we caused things to happen . So i don't really get it , of why people want to set someone up and then they might get into trouble as well . Seriously , because of all this bullshit , it's causing so much heartaches to everyone who cared . Why are you breaking your parents heart just to protect your own name .

I really want to know what are your motives . Is it money or because of face . What's with face , how far can face bring you .. It's not like if you have alot of face , people will know about this and that . It's like if you want people to like you and pity you , there will be people who hate you and seriously want to get you out of their sight .

I do not understand why do humans behave in such a way that no matter how positive they are , there ought to be someone negative to neutralize the feeling . It's because of those benefits , you have motives , and also , you forget to add in the consequences ..

I am just so upset that i dont even know how to end . Have you ever felt that everything was perfect but then you know what is going to happen next and you can never do a thing to change it? It feels so fucked up that , i do not even know what can i do to help .. because i know i can never do anything to change the fact..

I am so fucking upset .. This is not enough , i need to write and burn ...

Camp tomorrow , fml ..

Last paper today , it felt great . : > Went over to Marina square , had lunch at Just asia . Awesome lunch , head over to num , got my bag : > Went over to barrage , sun tan , played volleyball , flew a kite , spam pictures with my baby and Yang's pHa pHa ( : Too bad my bfatty was not here , but it's okay . There's next time right . So spent the whole day at the barrage , had an awesome day with the sexyfatties . Next time we go again , this time we bring a fan and other things ! Was suppose to head over to ice cube , but change of plans , all went home at around 10,

Tomorrow , not home , wed's conrad and Thursday to friday Jive Camp : >
I cant wait loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooorh : >

I hope my bfatty will sleep well tonight : > I miss you .

Okaaaaay good night every one ( :

Cuz talk is cheap

I'll hold on to your words , cuz talk is cheap . - Secondhand.S

Spent a bomb just now , i have yet to study for Science , Math and tomorrow's communication prac. I did study communication, but like scared ..


Youre missed , the thought of ... seriously breaks my heart. Lets pray for the best of it .