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Happiest 12th month deary.
Had school today , met deary after school at amk .
He gave me a so called surprise , 6roses , nicely wrapped . Thank you hun , i love it so super much. So was supposed to have sushi with deary , but somehow , there aint any shop which i like there . So ended off with a dinner at Pepper Lunch ...
Took a bus home with deary , he send me home then he left.

Thanks deary for the Flowers .
I hope you love the book i gave you.
Happiest 12th month. There will be more to come .
Haha, i love you (:

School , tomorrow , roar , Math :}

School has been awesome for the past one week.

Great friends , Great people .

My class , they are the best (Y)

Yesterday , after school , deary came over to woodlands to pick me up .

He send me home then he went off to meet his friends.

(: I was bored at home , so i started watching MTV and other shows.

So bored that i even took pictures..

Going parkway later for shopping .

Then, visit my aunt.

Sunday, imma going to meet dearest to celebrate our First year (:

Monday , School , First year with deary .

I dont know if imma meeting deary or not .

We'll see (:

Class was great

I love my class , even though it's stress.
Met dearest after school then had dinner , home.

No matter how much i need to give , i'll always love you.

Sick

Stuck at home D:
Was running high fever yesterday night . So , i skipped school today. Dearest came over after his school , and now he's sleeping . Jamie's at home as well (:

I am a sad girl D: Sometimes i felt as though you dont care.

Sunday :D

Yesterday , i went over to dearest place , had lunch , and then went back home .
Also , Circle line opened yesterday , it's super convenient now . :)

Today , i think imma going over to my cousin's place . I needa buy shoe .
One thing bad about Polytechnic , is that there's no uniform .


Good day people . :D
Smelly youre a pig :D

2nd day of school :D

School was awesome today :D

Hahaha , i went back with aaron to aljunied .

Met Xiujuan and Amanda.

Had lunch cum dinner then went home .

Xiujuan came over and slack .

I miss smelly.

Friendship that you can never find (:

First day of school .

I tell you , it was super stress , i never know that it would be like that on the first day.

It was crappy uh , We did problem solving , My tablemates was awesome.

We have to complete the PDT table by 9.30 and summit it , and then from 10.30 to 1.30 , must complete this worksheet and powerpoint.

End school about 4plus , met dearest at Amk , bought my soy milk then went home .

Super tired, i can die , somemore tomorrow go school.

S I A N ..

I love my dearest (:

2nd day of OC

Today was Horrible , the sun was right in our faces .
Everyone is like burnt . So all Year1 will be Burnt for like the first day of school.
They had Tug a War , SOH came in Second , because it was not fair . D:
Had mass dance , over all it's awesome (: (Y)
Tomorrow , we will be going to our class room and then all gather back at home base .
I'm gonna bring my Baby out tomorrow :D ( Thumbs out )
Since i dont have to being my lappy to school :D

Cant wait to meet Cheryl , Susan tomorrow for class :D hehe
I'm super tired , my legs are like jelly .
GOOD NIGHT .

1st day of school

Hmms as i say it's unusual .
Met aaron in the morning , trained to wl , met my classmates , then go school.
I saw Baz , HuiEn , Daryl(my class) and another daryl from my school.
So many people (:

Was fun over all , and then after lunch i felt as though i could die .
My enthu ran out , not only mine , my whole group actually .
Did best for the games station , and also i hate the weather to the max.

After school met dearest at Amk , had dinner , went shopping , met derrick , and then bussed home .
I.AM.GOING.TO.SLEEP.SOON.

Tomorrow's another day.

Today

It was alright .
I passed him , the book .
I dont know if he's happy , touched or just amused .It's diffcult to read his expression .
Had lunch at WhiteSands , walked back to his place and then went home .

I still believe that Ladies and Guys cant be just friends .
It's not i dont trust you , it's that i'm just scared and it's the whole day you know D:
BB , if i were to do that how would you feel ?
Well , since i said that i wont care anymore , then i'll try to keep my emotions to myself and pretend (:
I hope you love the book (:

school ... tomorrow

Was feeling a lil better after fighting with my own emotions before i sleep .
When i woke up , the first thing i did was to check my phone for BB text . Saw his text , was kinna relieved and on the other hand heart aching .

It is difficult to bring happiness to others but it is a challenge to be happy as one whole ..

I'll go get ready and then go over BB's place .
I.Must.Be.A.Happy.Girl.Today.

die

Ate a few packets of chocolates , Soak a few packets of tissue , tried to pass time .
Somehow i still worry . You never reply text , i asked joel to call you and text you .
I seriously hope youre fine . I'm all to blame again .
I'm sorry . I hope you dont create trouble or be a little boy okay .

I'm just to upset . Only a few hours had passed and my heart ache like fuck .
Now i know , only heartache can kill a person .


Please be fine , please be fine , please be fine , please be fine.

It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so fucking much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so much , It hurts so badly that i just cant control.

Only time can mend the difference .
I'm very sorry .

Skipped family dinner , stayed at home instead, my tears cant hold on any longer .

Today

I shall not rant about my school , it'll be a waste of my time if i typed out 100times boring ..

That feeling still linger within me ..
Why cant i be first , like how i used to be .
You will say that i am , and always will be ..
But i dont feel that way .
It's okay , what ever i say might be annoying . I'm sorry once again ..

I.Feel.Like.Crying.
Suck it in Janice , dont be like the past .
You promised to never be sucha wimp , but i am .
I am defeated by the love you overwhelmed me with .
And till now i'm still defeated by everything you overwhelmed me with .
You dough bag...

I'm feeling so ...

I'm really sorry if imma behaving like weird ..
I'm really sorry . I dont know why i'm like this as well .
I just feel very insecure ...
That kind of feeling is like i could lose you any moment .
I know you'll say that i'm paranoid ..

You are asking why am i always crying , it's because i felt as though youre not apart of me .
It's like we're two different people now . I know you wont understand how i feel .
I know you'll say i'm thinking too much . I fear such things , it's like after what happen in the past to my failed relationship , i'm terrified that it might happen again .
Youre cold in actions now , and everything .

Oh crap , i seriously feel like crying ..
i'll stop for now .
Baby , i love you ..

School tomorrow...

not a really sunny day for me

I could cry all day and night .

Why must all Unfortunate events be in a series ..

I dont feel like blogging anymore .

BabyLee , dont think too much , i guess everything will be alright .

I believe nothing will happen to her .

I believe you do not have to do those things...

No matter what , I'll stand by you ... (:

I spent my whole afternoon at Marina , went shopping . Caught Clash of the Titans at 6.40pm . It was awesome :D Not much of fighting , but it's a good ending . And i thought Perseus ( " so called son of Zeus " in the movie ) was like Poseidon. It's like in Percy Jackson , Percy was the son of Poseidon . ( Greek gods of the sea ) Oh well , i never knew Poseidon raped Medusa . LOL ( It states in the movie ) Anyway , after the movie went over to the Esplanade , took quite a number of pictures , walked over to Anderson's bridge and then bussed home (:

I got bad stomach cramps and i am not feeling very well . School is starting in a week .

Also , today's Good Friday.

I wanna redecorate my room :D

End of the year :D