Today

I shall not rant about my school , it'll be a waste of my time if i typed out 100times boring ..

That feeling still linger within me ..
Why cant i be first , like how i used to be .
You will say that i am , and always will be ..
But i dont feel that way .
It's okay , what ever i say might be annoying . I'm sorry once again ..

I.Feel.Like.Crying.
Suck it in Janice , dont be like the past .
You promised to never be sucha wimp , but i am .
I am defeated by the love you overwhelmed me with .
And till now i'm still defeated by everything you overwhelmed me with .
You dough bag...