die

Ate a few packets of chocolates , Soak a few packets of tissue , tried to pass time .
Somehow i still worry . You never reply text , i asked joel to call you and text you .
I seriously hope youre fine . I'm all to blame again .
I'm sorry . I hope you dont create trouble or be a little boy okay .

I'm just to upset . Only a few hours had passed and my heart ache like fuck .
Now i know , only heartache can kill a person .


Please be fine , please be fine , please be fine , please be fine.